depression

this is a day of depression. everything seems incomplete.

I woke up early at 10am (taking into account what time I usually wake up). 

I didn't felt my body, it seemed like I don't have any energy in me and that in reality I don't really control my body. My body was a stranger for me. I walked a bit, stayed awake for some one hour walking  around , then.. guess what happened? went lied on the sofa and again felt asleep! 

1-1.5 hrs of additional sleep, I thought after that I would wake up with some energy but ended up with more under-controlled body. 

I don't feel my legs.. 

maybe I don't feel the ground.. 

I wish I felt it..

I don't want to see this upset eyes in front of me the whole day. 

Mirror! - I liked you so much yesterday! I hate you today!

no, this is not me today. It's me couple of weeks ago. I don't want to be photographed today.