Monday, November 29, 2010

about happiness

maybe this is when u get a question "how are you ? " and instantly and honestly answer "I'm great!".. and everyone around feels you are shining!
this happens to me recent couple of months.. I'm happy! I found my dreamroad!


Thursday, November 11, 2010

Me and my treasure light of the island

Recently I somehow feel very complete and in harmony with my inner personality. I felt in love with this island lost on the map..and I found my treasure light here..
I feel I have to express my self more and more now..need to share, feel and feel alive! 
I got some paper and painting colors but didn't have any brushes..it didn't stopped my will to paint today. I took the colors, the paper and 2 cups of water to my terrace, which overlooks this beautiful Mauritian cemetery and starting painting. I didn't know what I am painting. First I made the paper whet and afte was just deeping my fingers into the colors and touching the paper. After a while I realized I am painting my current state. 
The way I feel..complicated but full of bright light from everywhere..that white dots, the most pure light ever.. colorful, full of life..I know that big complicated thing is always a part of me, but I started loving it. That makes me be in peace with it. Now it's manageable. Manageable when I am one with myself. 
I am happy to find you light - now I know who I am.